Oways_Dawn

6,7/9/08

2008-09-07T06:21:00.001-07:00

m A LADY WHO LOVE DIRTY,LOOK AT MY ROOM WELL i spent the whole day at home during off on sat lei,just to clean my room only not the hall and the rest of the room.DOnt say i selfish no matter how i clean out and in it the same...why ha i dont know....just hate to talk to them so much sometime...haiz...that me...i love to be alone all the time so that i keep everything inside...since they have their right!

soRRY HUH MY BLOG IS TO WRITE WHAT,HOW I FEEL AND NEED...IF U READ THIS AND FEEL NOT HAPPY JUST COME OUT TO ME AND TALK THANKS!!!BUT NO ONE WILL KNOW....COS I WONT LISTEN...UNLESS THAT PERSON VERY PATIENCE TO ME THEN IT WILL BE DIFFERENT!!!!Haiz...sick and tired what .....ya she alway right....and love to compare here and there!ha,of cos i m secertive why must i share what i need,TELL all of u?WHAT THE POINT?WILL U AGREE?WILL U LISTEN WHAT I NEED AND WANT?DNt even let me do this and that.....hoW CAN I GROW?LIKE GOING HOLIDAY HERE AND THERE,PLUS SAVING....WATI TOOK MY SAVING WHEN I SMALL,I DONT EVEN KNOW,PLUS I THOUGHT IS DADDY,EVEN MY THING HAD BEEN TAKEN FROM HER ALSO...LET ME RECALL HOW U ALL TREAT ME LAST TIME....LIKE A SHITDOG....STUDY I THINK I CAN IS JUST THAT THE WAY U TREAT ME LIKE A SHITDOG,WHO WANT TO STUDY?i gave up MY study STARTED TO HATE WHATEVER I DO IN LIFE!!! cos the way u scold&beat yr daughter...ALSO HAVING TO KNOW A BF SCOLD LIKE HELL,cos u make me stress!NOT only this Alway hear the words that i hate to heard,so negative!i know u want face....i want also what?if u hate me why born me out?THROW MR AWAY la....idiot.....say word that hurt my feeling!

yayAYA, I AM A SLOW LEARNER WHO NEED TIME PLUS CONFIDENT AND NOT SOME1 KEEP SCOLDING AND NAGGING HERE AND THERE!!!kEEP ASKING ME TO GET MARRIED!FUCK LA...SO EASY.....
Whatever it is!TREAT SOME1 WELL AND LET IT BE AND I SUFFER LIKE IDIOT....i m trying to say what i had say last time i blaming who and who....plus force me here and there!it over it over i need to let go...and be happy!!!Well i am lost sometime!!!dONT EVEN KNOW WHICH WHERE TO GO.....HAIZ...now i had to START ALL OVER AGAIN,HOW SIAN,THAT WHY I ONLY CARE MYSELF i dont care what u people say!what i want to do i just go ahead!That y i am secertive HAHAHAHA.....

5/9/08

2008-09-05T10:45:00.000-07:00

ITE.......

is that me?

my ah ma 92yrs old liao..... eeeee....see her hands?
testing cam....k850i

just testing my nokia suck cam lor 6120....

Wow my free breakfast lei...

Anyway i have sold my Phone today at cck....make me in peace finally i dont like to have a phone being repair then i cant trust what they r doing!...ppl who read this boring plus non educated DAwn'sblog dnt keep asking me how much i pay or sell it over thanks huh...i dont want repeat!Today i sold $225,i was blame STress u know?1 of them is my return customer then another was never see before but the kids look familar lor...people there everyday i saw is the same!kIaSU PAREnts....haiz....eveRYWHERe la....Well my sup say he will come down and help me sever but up till now i see no action HA!whatever la i just do my very best!?@!.,> i seen like no confident to push harder how come?maybe after my boss family who come down to spot what i am doing then i feel bad about myself,but i hate ppl who do this,what esle can i do?he my boss who PAY ME,dont know what to do but to make myself even more stress lor......HE SMS ME LOT1 IS A POTENTIAL VENUE ASK ME TO GROW.....OH MY!arrrrrrrrrrr...............

4/9/08

2008-09-03T23:22:00.000-07:00

SEE!!!!HOT lei... SMILe08!
GIRLS power!we cant go out havae to stay in the room...without reason...hahaha....
being force to eat chilli bread...

here we come....

Nothing much to do i load all the 3k wedding photos wah...waste alot of my time lei.....BUT AT LEAST i have something to do...i had flu,cough luckY NO FEVER!!!then i went to cook green bean lol...oh no 1step08 i am so stress with a new target,new sales,i went to approach many customers but yet still o.guess what i am talking to some1 at pop just beside me...haiz...then some1 spot check me while i am working,this kind of feeling i dont like seen like u dont trust yr staff....what esle can i say?but i know i am wrong by chatting.but y say i never approach customers?haiz....but i say sorry....at the end...close case!now work even harder and dont go and think about it......stay HAppy...positive!

Ann cook the herbal eggs that was very nice....i share with my friends......at popular!

i am pretty frustrating for the past week!?!WHy?cos i had to bring my k850i to repair centre....oh my god!waste my time during my off day.AT first was the touch screen backOUt,then was key pad,i went there almost 3times running up and down!do u know how fed UP i am?well to control myself i talk nicely to the person there at sony EIRcsson....The serivce there give me was very bad!hALF way here and tHERe@@ then when i take back my phone i was thinking should i sell away?cos had been repair and i dont know what is going to happen next!but if choy this time again i must take action liao....ask them to change a new one or change model!if change model ask them for k810i.....dont know can or not....?

2008-08-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

SEE we r mad!but who care!cos we HAPPY...

hey cheese...!Hmm what book should i borrow?

see the food that we eat...

see so happy! oh what happen!
my foot hurt suddenly got cramp....
oh boy my lunch box for kids...
hehe:)

Went to ARcade at LOT1 at 10.50am,feeling stress when i think of work so just went for a 1rouND LOL YET I STILL GET 2nD lei.......i reach early for work everyday!WONt be late.if i am then i am SOMething very wrong!

Working in shopping u tend to meet lot of people....LIke teachers,schoolmate,customers,werid ppl see UNTILL i scare!WHAt i do during my off day?was serving internet chatting listening to music looking at movies,play games,haiz...when i think of some1 that i cant hold on to...i feel so useless,want me to love another no it hard for me!i dont know whether i can stay long in this COMPANy?when i look at my colleagues result seen better than me....wow i am feeling stress but of cos try my best will do.Yesterday30/8/08 was end of the month sales cos i off on 31/8/08crowd was very bad and all sort of funny ppl!kids like to touch my computer,sometime i wonder why on 2 computer for what?ya scare 1of them break down.but my lot1 counter so small everything was like roKJA.

ALMOST every9 i sleep very late yet i still havent get any sickness ha!WHile waiting for my hair to dry,looking at my beautiful face i have@@i m loading the 3k wedding photos i was sweating like hell i wonder when can it be done?i went to IMM in the afternoon also to my aunty house,me and ZM went to our pushcart then saw the new guy dont know where he went to then we saw him outside standing there dont know FOR WHAT!?!back to the pushcart there is customers looking u know?then i went to talk to the customer what we have.GUESS WHAT at the end nothing lor just an umbrellra hahaha.went to buy some food for my aunty at the same time i am really hungry dont even know what to eat then buy wanton mee and my aunty cook leftover soup wow is so tasty!SHe wants to pay me FOOD $$$ i dont want to accept i am not those calulative person i find so hard to be happy pushing here and there!Even u did not treat me i am ok?i m not as greed lor ha!looking at my family photo i feel so PROUd also i wish to have some1 like my COUsin so sweet....when huh?i dont think so.....GUYS alway think of....haiz...

2008-08-26T10:52:00.001-07:00

I COUldnt get into my sleep how?feeling stress at the moment with A bad sales,dont know how i can stay?ON the 21st AUGUST2008! i went to the library with my friend,at cck while waiting for my sis to come i saw this caNCER book sound interesting!i love reading this kind of health books(but i myself dont know how to love and care of my health)did not do exercise also!hehehehehe.... let me know what is lIFE all about,so i borrowed and i saw my CUStomer she was at the library borrowing books so i went to talk to her,hahaha she was dame funny happy go lucky person also...WHen i start reading terminal stAGE 3 my HEART SANK alot,tears start to drop,i BEGAN to think of my da yi how i look after her in the hospital then the next day i get sick.HOw brave i am to show her i donated blood???she still told me not to donate,well i show her cos to show her that i am Brave &happY.Care and share with my smile make her feel happy each day of her life.SHe say i am suit to be a nurse y she say cos when i look after her i use my heart and soul.my uncle look after her was very rough TYPe,do u know that when a person having CANCer or some other illness need to be slow and steady,her whole body feel very pain weak?needed patient also?how can be rough? AIYO i cant stand it when my uncle take care of my aunty?i still remember in my mind that she was so happy that she wanted to chi ShU so i go and buy for her we share half in the hospital with full of smile...she even ask me where is your bf when she first admited in JULy at the time we just broke off,i went t see her after my work,i told her no la i no bf,but she know!!!just nice we broke off,but she can see how i feel but i did not say anything she just say no worries u will find some1 better than him,i just smile. Well this book has let me learn what is CANCER what type and what kind of CANCer,there are different kind of treatment.Cancer it wont spread to other,yes is a disease,no worries.unless u have a family with cancer then that your ee zhuang....

2008-08-20T00:43:00.000-07:00

i order chicken mushroom rice with cheese,that cost me $78.00

Oh my blog really nothing much i can say and put.....this is all the past years memornies....I miss that...

Looking at myself i really change alot.

that is 2003 we at east coast having great fun!I miss the good days...

Is just a photo lor...nothing much!

I m free till i siao!

2008-08-19T05:36:00.000-07:00

I am a girl who think alot....well me and Samuel were friends.....sometime he sms what he say to me....is hard for me to belive!what he say is true,by the way my ans is i have no feeling how can i able to love u?NO point to be together...To be frank sometime i wish to have some1 that can share with also work hard together but...i am afraid to have another!right now i want to work do what i want GO FOR IT.opps sorry!so sian wish to go home....no sales again@-@tmr i m off,my grandmother came from malaysia will cook for her,everyone love my dessert....!!!

2008-08-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

No one...seeeeeeeeeeee!!!

what is this?

This day keep raining,yesterday at4.35pm,the bookself at pop leak water,is not the first time,pop staff have to remove the books,i went to give a help.Look at the crowd on sunday!OMG!!!AT 7.35pm there a customer who come and see so i serve her quite long but at the end $288only.From a soft and cute voice to a loud voice to make sure die die must close a sales SUNDAY LEI!then hl laugh at me she me the way i talk very loud haha.......no choice lor....

A boring day!With no sales....A`star is at downstair 1week pop fair at lot1,Why huh i m getting worried!This morning i went to customer place,at the end went to a wrong blk,then walk 1 big round again!!!i am so blur,while walking up the stair i saw a needle,scary... i really scare of taking lift how m i going to overcome?whenever i go out i saw the lift i scared....i wont take,even when i go meeting climb up the stair....haiz.... Jalan Teck Whye that area full of drug adidicts people also sniff glue.I went to meet ann for a tea,she drink coffee shit i order wrong!so sorry....hehehehe...i should have ask u....From there i went off to work at lot1.

15AUgust08

2008-08-16T08:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after our work,we went to catch 12lotus at Jurong point,11.35pm start,we went for a drink at MAC,he keep talking words like asking me to be his gf,also give him chance,chatted all the rubbish that is his words...what i talk is waste of time he wont listen.... it was so boring i dont like this movie make me doze to sleep...this kind of show make me think of how i am also in the past haiz...at first i wanted to watch money not enough$$$$then this samuel say want to watch 12 lotus and he told me that he watch so many times then i say watch other lor....sian lor...he always think he right how can we be together?like in secondary school still the old same samuel,i dont even know what has he been for 6years never meet?this kind of friends make me scared@@i feel that he not serious just want to have a play play gf and also spent time!Oh my this Samuel took my photo!also take pictures of me in by using his HANdphone.....dot! dot!M i really the one he like me?ha....stop Dreaming la i am not a very good girl here!!! DAwn i told myself to be faithful and work hard!how can it be?Let see fate lor....see 1 step goes 10,000,000,000B times...hohohoho......my friends say he not a good looking guy,james is more handsome,gd looking also...hmmm sound sad....but it ok!oh shit la....GOOD looking for what?AT THE END OF THE DAY ACTITUDE THAT IS MAIN POINT!must know how to love and care for your parents who bought us up.Treasure them!that is very important life is shORT,ACTION LIKE HELL ALSO NO USE MA?m i right to say that?hahahaha funny.

2008-08-14T20:46:00.000-07:00

Oh my!it not my first time,second time u know!!!Can we just work in peace?Be happy and contended?haiz......i feel so uneasy.......what have i done?If i have did wrong pls tell me what i have done?at LEAST i learn....and face it instead of running away from problem!!!

8,12August2008!

2008-08-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

my 22 birthday....my mummy sis n daddy
hey what we doing?
Dnt laugh la...

Look what happen to me?AIya my wisdom tooth lor...no more wisdom liao...

This r last year photo......

Act to sing...

He drunk...after that he ok.

see la all the hero.... No la i can drink one....

I drink and let u see@@ how strong i m....

OH my god Mr Tong start to drink....
Hey ok la i drink@@

Li feng, me

MY bike given by my aunty friends...look old but can let me go cycle during my off day
HL
Get ready to drink....
Me and ML

Look at what the food we eat!!!
TASTy lei....do we look like sis?

AFter we eat then me and sis went for a walk......

so hungry!
That my sis...
long TIMe no eat sa tey...
OH!sister forever!!@!@

ask him to wish he pray.......HAHAHahaha.......
DAD cake.

see he so happy!
me and Ann

oh my god!

hey Take me lei...

First time in singapore....

HAppening in 2008!!!Life is going on....Happy!

2008-08-06T02:35:00.000-07:00

so Cute...happy too

ME and Dear...

Wake up and cry...hehehe...i also dnt know why?

Thinking alot of rubbish...... I M IN THE BUS GOING BACK HOME....

see how happy is she....MUCK

waiting for lift!

we shake hands before we go home.

that is my COusin son,my bell sao1,2....hehehe...chinese dont know la...Gang sia....

CHeer!

YEah i am feeling so high/......

where is ZHU er?

Nonoonoooo.....nooonoooo

OH first time i saw my aunty drunk lei..but she very happy!

What is she doing...wahhh...

like mad AUNTY

At the end i want face,so i drink...

so i cheer with him...

my uncle ask me to drink....

DRunk liao the both of them....

Oh my BUddha!IN this table u see alot of drunken gang!!!

BIg bully!

this is what i drink...cups lor...

CEO...and the kids..

so xin fu...

Hey mei ni...see here....

............

THEY look alike lei...

2008-08-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

Smile.....

COusin lei....

Haiz....what Happen to me?but is a good exercise

waH lau who is this cute GIRL...?

Making dough....tuan yuan.....

THis is my first time cook this....

I wish i could drive....if i pass....

That is Ann and sharon....

Riverside Point lor...

Black Forest chocolate cost $10.50......

Yesterday i had long JOhn for my lunch and Breakfast at lot1,i know is bad for health but.....dont know what to eat lor...haiz...sian i hate outside food.Then dinner i had korean saba fish and chicken share WITH HL.....also order a DUrian ice kacang. That was dame full!but i am happy!!!Also had sushi,then suddenly there 1aunty who buy from me the math,eng,science even compo her son is having PSLE this year oh no it coming,i happy that she buy....i did not expect SO MUCH cos is end of the month.but i havent hit the 12k for $400...but it ok,even left 100plus....to get the $400....i am not those people who is greedy,even i have this kind of feel last time but now no.....all have to do is to work HARD,i went to customer place in the afternoon:at pasir panjang it a CHildren home u know?Install so many CD 2 computer got problem cos is window 2000@!#$%^&*when i saw them i feel that i am very lucky!!!

Cousinz.....Wedding!!!

2008-07-31T08:20:00.000-07:00

haha my mummY the matchmaker....

A big day.....

6.10am on the 27June

OH yeah!that was early in the morning lei...6.45am.....

Testing for next day

hmmmm Sweety...

NIce lei....nice lei...Haut ar.... I am so great! to have a sweet&lovely Family.....

Everyone seen so happy with my ching deng....i feel so GREat...

BUsy going up and down!

OH she busy eating my Ching deng

WHat is she doing?

AH na....very busy on her computer...

This r the busy pretty qUEENz....

That is me and my aunty.....when i reach cousinz house i took lots of photo leave it as memories..... I love my family more...than no one esle!

Starting from 26&27JUne...

2008

sorry Everyone here i have no time to load all this photo and tell u mylove story with my family hahaha....BUt i am greatful have such a wonderful day with my FamiLY@@

Happy happening in 2008......Cousin!

2008-07-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

letS END here,stay happy!!!

2008-07-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

The movie that we watch!
2004 CAMP...

He having sore eyes.....

AT SBMY camp 2004.....

LIKe a girl post lor.....

The First time when i saw him i am feel heart pain alot dont know what i can do?think back what i have behave.....hmmmm.....haiz....

James the older look....2008......

haiz, it hurt..but memories.... that can keep???some lor....actually this is life..... i cant blame u...it me....

year 2004 look....

That is me and James3 years ago......

HA!Handsome right?

When we meet first is at JP,i wanted to see him,when i saw him he was thin like.....aiyo i still prefer the way he is last time,then we went for movie at jp,he watch second time first was with his friends then me,when i watch with him i feel everything change....it not the way we are liao....times flies very fast!then he wanted to send me home but i say dont want...so he go home@@ thanks for his treat.

This has make me learn a lesson and go on with life...just hope he forgive me,go on with his life....what has past cant be back so mistake has done abmit it,face the music!I have learn alot not only relationship,the words that he told me....maybe what he say is right?was in the wrong too i cant blame no one!!!but at least i had my brave to stand up aGAIN~now my feeling in relationship no longer in my mind,work is in my mind now and love my family the rest i dont want to think about it.....m i being stupid?such a failure?after this 3yrs i finally wake up!REALLY NEED TO THANKS HIM for being there to make fun of me at orchard ROAd even though i have a kind of feeling but now it all over!i thought we still can u know...but as i think back no point cos he....nvm.....me too hahaha!!!!!But i am living very happily each day!

maybe i am being childish no one will like what i am....FEELING STRESS ANGER FOR WHY M I BEHAVING LIKE THIS?ppl might say me?but how i feel in my heart?even u see in working life with some misunderstanding make me feel like dont want to work......i feel sad why we human had such GREED?still i face the music and i am not a greed person@@

OH happening on MOnday!!!

2008-07-30T08:53:00.000-07:00

UGLy lor....it good also!

Pretty lei.....

Hey Guess what when i am on my way to work in the 172bus....OMG!First and last....aiyo sway lei@@ i sit all the way behind cos i tend to eat my breakfast in the bus,while listening to music i saw 1ah pek,china women they r mastrubate touching each other,oh my buddha!!!I was wondering it in the morning lei somemore is old man still pOWER MEH?hehehe curious lor...

There a old man same age i guess keep looking at the back dont know how many TIMes,i feel so fed up...it so terrible if u want go and sit beside and do plus continue la.....FUCK lor...

Then when i reach LOt1 i tell popular staff....they said really huh!!!I say ya lor...i feeling sad when i had my dinner with HL at 302 cck at 5pm,i realise that i need to report sales to my sup...and THIs K850ii have not use for 1month i just start to use,dont know what happen suddenly screen nothing came out.but the light came out plus i did not drop or went into swimming POOL,did not blame any1 lor,cos this kind of thing cannot anyhow blame people@@sad lei is my favourite phone lor,hope nothing happen.... i became very panic quickly ask for help...also not use to without music when i go home....i tend to walk very fast hehe that me.

Looking at myself i change alot in my look...haiz my face....no sales again....!feel so sian...that was the bad part,but my target hit liao,i dont like to give myself too much stress.....but still must work very hard lor...