6,7/9/08

m A LADY WHO LOVE DIRTY,LOOK AT MY ROOM WELL i spent the whole day at home during off on sat lei,just to clean my room only not the hall and the rest of the room.DOnt say i selfish no matter how i clean out and in it the same...why ha i dont know....just hate to talk to them so much sometime...haiz...that me...i love to be alone all the time so that i keep everything inside...since they have their right!









soRRY HUH MY BLOG IS TO WRITE WHAT,HOW I FEEL AND NEED...IF U READ THIS AND FEEL NOT HAPPY JUST COME OUT TO ME AND TALK THANKS!!!BUT NO ONE WILL KNOW....COS I WONT LISTEN...UNLESS THAT PERSON VERY PATIENCE TO ME THEN IT WILL BE DIFFERENT!!!!Haiz...sick and tired what .....ya she alway right....and love to compare here and there!ha,of cos i m secertive why must i share what i need,TELL all of u?WHAT THE POINT?WILL U AGREE?WILL U LISTEN WHAT I NEED AND WANT?DNt even let me do this and that.....hoW CAN I GROW?LIKE GOING HOLIDAY HERE AND THERE,PLUS SAVING....WATI TOOK MY SAVING WHEN I SMALL,I DONT EVEN KNOW,PLUS I THOUGHT IS DADDY,EVEN MY THING HAD BEEN TAKEN FROM HER ALSO...LET ME RECALL HOW U ALL TREAT ME LAST TIME....LIKE A SHITDOG....STUDY I THINK I CAN IS JUST THAT THE WAY U TREAT ME LIKE A SHITDOG,WHO WANT TO STUDY?i gave up MY study STARTED TO HATE WHATEVER I DO IN LIFE!!! cos the way u scold&beat yr daughter...ALSO HAVING TO KNOW A BF SCOLD LIKE HELL,cos u make me stress!NOT only this Alway hear the words that i hate to heard,so negative!i know u want face....i want also what?if u hate me why born me out?THROW MR AWAY la....idiot.....say word that hurt my feeling!

yayAYA, I AM A SLOW LEARNER WHO NEED TIME PLUS CONFIDENT AND NOT SOME1 KEEP SCOLDING AND NAGGING HERE AND THERE!!!kEEP ASKING ME TO GET MARRIED!FUCK LA...SO EASY.....
Whatever it is!TREAT SOME1 WELL AND LET IT BE AND I SUFFER LIKE IDIOT....i m trying to say what i had say last time i blaming who and who....plus force me here and there!it over it over i need to let go...and be happy!!!Well i am lost sometime!!!dONT EVEN KNOW WHICH WHERE TO GO.....HAIZ...now i had to START ALL OVER AGAIN,HOW SIAN,THAT WHY I ONLY CARE MYSELF i dont care what u people say!what i want to do i just go ahead!That y i am secertive HAHAHAHA.....

5/9/08

ITE.......

is that me?

my ah ma 92yrs old liao..... eeeee....see her hands?
testing cam....k850i

just testing my nokia suck cam lor 6120....


Wow my free breakfast lei...

Anyway i have sold my Phone today at cck....make me in peace finally i dont like to have a phone being repair then i cant trust what they r doing!...ppl who read this boring plus non educated DAwn'sblog dnt keep asking me how much i pay or sell it over thanks huh...i dont want repeat!Today i sold $225,i was blame STress u know?1 of them is my return customer then another was never see before but the kids look familar lor...people there everyday i saw is the same!kIaSU PAREnts....haiz....eveRYWHERe la....Well my sup say he will come down and help me sever but up till now i see no action HA!whatever la i just do my very best!?@!.,> i seen like no confident to push harder how come?maybe after my boss family who come down to spot what i am doing then i feel bad about myself,but i hate ppl who do this,what esle can i do?he my boss who PAY ME,dont know what to do but to make myself even more stress lor......HE SMS ME LOT1 IS A POTENTIAL VENUE ASK ME TO GROW.....OH MY!arrrrrrrrrrr...............

4/9/08

SEE!!!!HOT lei... SMILe08!
GIRLS power!we cant go out havae to stay in the room...without reason...hahaha....
being force to eat chilli bread...

here we come....

Nothing much to do i load all the 3k wedding photos wah...waste alot of my time lei.....BUT AT LEAST i have something to do...i had flu,cough luckY NO FEVER!!!then i went to cook green bean lol...oh no 1step08 i am so stress with a new target,new sales,i went to approach many customers but yet still o.guess what i am talking to some1 at pop just beside me...haiz...then some1 spot check me while i am working,this kind of feeling i dont like seen like u dont trust yr staff....what esle can i say?but i know i am wrong by chatting.but y say i never approach customers?haiz....but i say sorry....at the end...close case!now work even harder and dont go and think about it......stay HAppy...positive!

Ann cook the herbal eggs that was very nice....i share with my friends......at popular!


i am pretty frustrating for the past week!?!WHy?cos i had to bring my k850i to repair centre....oh my god!waste my time during my off day.AT first was the touch screen backOUt,then was key pad,i went there almost 3times running up and down!do u know how fed UP i am?well to control myself i talk nicely to the person there at sony EIRcsson....The serivce there give me was very bad!hALF way here and tHERe@@ then when i take back my phone i was thinking should i sell away?cos had been repair and i dont know what is going to happen next!but if choy this time again i must take action liao....ask them to change a new one or change model!if change model ask them for k810i.....dont know can or not....?

SEE we r mad!but who care!cos we HAPPY...

hey cheese...!Hmm what book should i borrow?

see the food that we eat...

see so happy! oh what happen!
my foot hurt suddenly got cramp....
oh boy my lunch box for kids...
hehe:)

Went to ARcade at LOT1 at 10.50am,feeling stress when i think of work so just went for a 1rouND LOL YET I STILL GET 2nD lei.......i reach early for work everyday!WONt be late.if i am then i am SOMething very wrong!

Working in shopping u tend to meet lot of people....LIke teachers,schoolmate,customers,werid ppl see UNTILL i scare!WHAt i do during my off day?was serving internet chatting listening to music looking at movies,play games,haiz...when i think of some1 that i cant hold on to...i feel so useless,want me to love another no it hard for me!i dont know whether i can stay long in this COMPANy?when i look at my colleagues result seen better than me....wow i am feeling stress but of cos try my best will do.Yesterday30/8/08 was end of the month sales cos i off on 31/8/08crowd was very bad and all sort of funny ppl!kids like to touch my computer,sometime i wonder why on 2 computer for what?ya scare 1of them break down.but my lot1 counter so small everything was like roKJA.

ALMOST every9 i sleep very late yet i still havent get any sickness ha!WHile waiting for my hair to dry,looking at my beautiful face i have@@i m loading the 3k wedding photos i was sweating like hell i wonder when can it be done?i went to IMM in the afternoon also to my aunty house,me and ZM went to our pushcart then saw the new guy dont know where he went to then we saw him outside standing there dont know FOR WHAT!?!back to the pushcart there is customers looking u know?then i went to talk to the customer what we have.GUESS WHAT at the end nothing lor just an umbrellra hahaha.went to buy some food for my aunty at the same time i am really hungry dont even know what to eat then buy wanton mee and my aunty cook leftover soup wow is so tasty!SHe wants to pay me FOOD $$$ i dont want to accept i am not those calulative person i find so hard to be happy pushing here and there!Even u did not treat me i am ok?i m not as greed lor ha!looking at my family photo i feel so PROUd also i wish to have some1 like my COUsin so sweet....when huh?i dont think so.....GUYS alway think of....haiz...